Rant

Sigh.
Our pastor on Sunday mentioned the importance of forgiveness to the enemy; and indeed to bless them. Given that our Lord sacrificed and suffered so much for us, to me it should be just a matter of putting down my pride and anger in order to follow in his footsteps, right?
It's not so easy, sadly. The forgive part I can do (and even that, after time) but the blessing part…

Got into an argument with a colleague from another team last week. Granted it was our mistake, and this we have admitted right from the start. But then the guy made a big deal out of it and started wanting us to do the equivalent of a public apology to the front desk, when the desk was not complaining at all. His emails started taking on a rather ridiculous tone that made me think he wasn't about moving on -- rather he just wanted to assign blame. As super I took the brunt of his petulance, and managed (I thought) to told him to shove it, albeit in a more civil manner. Squelched any residue anger with Kenny Rogers and thought I could just (first) forgive.

Monday we met up with our bosses in tow, to walkthrough and agree on procedures -- he went at it again! If our bosses had not blatantly disregarded his attempts I would have .. Don't really know what I would have done, really. But what he's managed to do is do piss me off -- garggghhhhhh!! And yet must forgive!! Prolly can do it, In Time, but meanwhile for now... Garghgggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!